unsimplify

February 7, 2010

Music Overdosed

Currently in love with several songs.

♥Speechless by Lady Gaga

and i know that it's complicated
but i'm a loser in love so baby,
raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts of all my wrecked up friends

i'll never talk again
oh boy you've left me speechless
you've left me speechless,
so speechless
and i'll never love again,
oh friend you've left me speechless
you've left me speechless,
so speechless

♥Mess I Made by Parachute

I should've spoken up
I should've proudly claimed
That oh my head's to blame
For my hearts mistakes

But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away

♥Half of My Heart by John Mayer

I was made to believe I'd never love somebody else
made a plan, stay the man who can only love himself
lonely was the song I sang, 'til the day you came
showing me another way and all that my love can bring

oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
half of my heart takes time
half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
that I can't keep loving you (can't keep loving you)
oh with half of my heart

I'm 72.8% water

The person you love is 72.8% water

What a day. my school held a cross country today. Like almost every year, i took part in it. but unlike other years, today i walked/jogged from the start with my bestfriend, Auni. By the end of the race my face burned except the region around my eyes maybe cause i didn't put sunblock on my eyelids. I looked like a tomato. haha

They were selling fruity ice blended this year. The mango flavor was delicious! i bought it twice. The second cup i tried lychee with dragon fruit flavor but then i gave it to Teena. yuck! sorry.

I guess i should admit i bought it 3 times cause i was drepressed. Husna came to us with Irsyad and she told me something. She said, she thinks its true, Chocolate boy hooked up with Marshmellow girl. haha

I love giving names, not for bad mouthing them. Just so those busybody people wouldn't know who i'm talking about.

She's cute, i agree. That news really turned off my mood today. Not cause im jealous, okay, fine..maybe i am. but mostly because that same feeling i was having, was exactly the same one i had in the past couple years. Disappointment. i was frustrated because i let myself feel that way again.

Anyhow, its just a rumour. He said he doesn't want any relationship, if the 'rumour' is true i guess he changed his mind. She does look really 'manja' or clingy, you know..acts like a new couple.

After the event, tae-kwan-do club had to stay for demo practice. I stayed but i didn't kick or punch, i just sat at the corner. Watching Husna, Teena, Shaffrul, Adzram, Luqman..and him practicing their kicks and punches. Its tiring..i think all, i mean every girl is tired of being invisible to their crush. But what to do? We're made to be shy and complicated.

"And I just wanna show you she don’t even know you
She’s never gonna love you like I want to

And you just see right through me

But if you only knew me

We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable

Instead of just invisible"

'Invisible' by Taylor Swift