I am obsessed with Tumblr! It's like my source of living. Words can't express how I feel, let alone need it. It's like, when you love something so much you want everyone to know but you'd hate it if couple strangers try to join in (especially if they're so closed and shallow minded people).
Tumblr is a place of art, beauty in every possible way. It gives you feelings of experiencing life in an honest, truthful way. It shows you the truths, opens your eyes, widens your perspectives, make you laugh, cry, smile, hope and even joy. Tumblr is a place for dreamers like me.
I'm even thinking of buying an ipad or iphone just for Tumblr.
But right now, honestly, I've been infected with shopaholic virus. I'm feeling greedy and I crave for things, ALOT of things at once. If I'm a freakin big fat billionaire, just in a blink of an eye I'd have spend a million in a day. At least half a million, maybe a quarter. That's why for now, I dream BIG.
April 11, 2011
The wait is over
Back again, I miss writing down my thoughts, I do. But recently I just couldn't find the time or the right words to tell you how it is.
Well, my SPM result came out on 23rd of March. Just like what I tell others, my parents are grateful and happy enough with the outcome but I'm not satisfied. Few A's, B's and one C. Thank God nothing less than that. I didn't cry nor regret though. Just going-with-the-flow attitude, maybe cause I know I've already 'tawakal' to whatever God has planned for me. I did my best, perhaps just lack of struggling like the others.
Anyhow, syukur Alhamdulillah. I hope I'll be accepted in the University that I've applied and get the course that I want. More importantly, I hope God is guiding me in choosing the right path, the right course.
Insyaallah, He shall lead me to my way of achieving my goals and dreams, also in becoming seorang hamba Allah S.W.T yang taat setia kepada-Nya.
Well, my SPM result came out on 23rd of March. Just like what I tell others, my parents are grateful and happy enough with the outcome but I'm not satisfied. Few A's, B's and one C. Thank God nothing less than that. I didn't cry nor regret though. Just going-with-the-flow attitude, maybe cause I know I've already 'tawakal' to whatever God has planned for me. I did my best, perhaps just lack of struggling like the others.
Anyhow, syukur Alhamdulillah. I hope I'll be accepted in the University that I've applied and get the course that I want. More importantly, I hope God is guiding me in choosing the right path, the right course.
Insyaallah, He shall lead me to my way of achieving my goals and dreams, also in becoming seorang hamba Allah S.W.T yang taat setia kepada-Nya.
March 8, 2011
Good Things Come To Those Who Wait
Im not a producer. I don't come up with ideas, create and produce it to share with others. I do come up with random thoughts and make it real, but they're only limited to my own imagination. Why?
I don't have the confidence that others will get it. I don't have the confidence that you will understand what I've created, how my mind works. It's too complicated that only those open-minded enough could understand.
Im the listener, the observer, the audience. I see, feel, listen..and then I absorb it in me, I make myself understand it's situation. Most of all, what I love the most is when i get to see and feel the beauty in it.
Yes, I seem insignificant, behind the curtain and invisible. Sure, it'd be nice to be the creator of a great masterpiece and share it with others and be known for that. But right now, for now, I'm enjoying myself being behind the scene and watch others keep showing off their colourful works. I'm like a little kid in candyland and all the workers are showing me all the goods. Until the time comes, I'll come up with my own goods.
Beside, you have to crawl before you can walk. I'm learning and absorbing other's opinions and perspectives before I can share my own with the world.
I don't have the confidence that others will get it. I don't have the confidence that you will understand what I've created, how my mind works. It's too complicated that only those open-minded enough could understand.
Im the listener, the observer, the audience. I see, feel, listen..and then I absorb it in me, I make myself understand it's situation. Most of all, what I love the most is when i get to see and feel the beauty in it.
Yes, I seem insignificant, behind the curtain and invisible. Sure, it'd be nice to be the creator of a great masterpiece and share it with others and be known for that. But right now, for now, I'm enjoying myself being behind the scene and watch others keep showing off their colourful works. I'm like a little kid in candyland and all the workers are showing me all the goods. Until the time comes, I'll come up with my own goods.
Beside, you have to crawl before you can walk. I'm learning and absorbing other's opinions and perspectives before I can share my own with the world.
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