People say "crying is good for health". my dad said to me once, "women live longer than men because they throw all the loads off when they cry". i don't know about longer lifetime but it's true. we cry for happiness and sorrow, sometimes for no apparent reason at all.
i have a problem but I'm not quite sure why i consider it as a problem really. it's been awhile i haven't caught myself crying. it's been, awhile.
it's not a hobby of mine to cry but i do it sometimes. cause i know it's good for me, for my thoughts to rest and let all emotions out until it gets to work again.
i just couldn't find the right emotion that could bring out the tears. Honestly, sometimes i feel like i ignore too much emotions that i can't even figure what im feeling at the moment.
Ever since i got over him, i just couldn't find myself to cry anymore. It's like im out of reason to cry or my emotions just not enough for me to let it out.
i feel the loads on me sometimes. like when i think about where i stand now.
im finishing high school, im finishing schooling but i still haven't figure out the right career. i just lost her as a bff or bestie but i gain her back as a friend. im facing examinations and trials but i still can't win the fight with my laziness.
i take deep breath alot nowadays, but it does nothing.
im stress and i can't feel any emotions. the only reason im still standing is because i want to live. i depend on laughter to bring me up each day and to make it all worth waking up for.
