Do it yourself and dont depend on others.
Two results when you depend on other than yourself.
1. you get what you want but not enough.
Nowadays i can't stop wondering if i have my own place someday.
Like yesterday when i was watching a movie and the main character lives by herself. you can do anything. but then when i got to the bad side, i thought, it could a lonely life. That's where i have to depend on someone to be by my side. sigh*
I dont like wasting my time in disappointment. i know it's part of life. doesn't mean i can't avoid it. Why build more misery memories when you know you'd be happier without it.